NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I cannot deal with this. Here I was happily rewatching series 7 and thinking about how fabulous 50th Anniversary will be and how lovely River Song Day is and then this happened. Judases. How the fuck am I going to watch it now knowing that this was, yes "was", his last series? How the fuck am I going to watch anything? I am so heartbroken and annoyed right now. At BBC. At Doctor Who. At Matt Smith. At Ryan Gosling even. At myself because I have let a stupid television show run my life. Stupid and wonderful.

Matt Smith is my Doctor and I am very very sad.